Some days, things get clear for me. I feel like I understand myself and have less trouble accepting my flaws. Music is cleansing; food tastes better; I'm more focused. In between those days, clarity is an elusive quality for me. How about for you?
I'm not unhappy or angry on those in between days. But I come across a little less grateful and patient, so invariably people close to me will ask if I am (unhappy or angry). And though some would call this my "mood", that strikes me as an oversimplification. Today I don't feel at all in a bad mood. I feel pretty good, well rested and happy with the interactions I've had so far. But I'm not feeling particularly clear.
One of the benefits of being committed to keeping a journal is I have learned to wait out days like today, knowing a day of clarity is not far off. When I go back and read my older journals there is a pattern even if I haven't yet fully uncovered what triggers those days of clarity or how to predict when they will occur. As always I'm curious what you have learned about this elusive quality.